happy birthday sum shuling (:
i love you heapss. i'm writing in italics cause it sounds sexy. because YOU are gorgeous and sexy hahah.
ok i dont know but you mean the WORLD to me shuling!! like when i think of you, i have a secure feeling in my heart knowing that our friendship extends WAY back and we have so much history together it's like nothing could really shake our friendship. not even distance or heaps of time apart. because this bond we share, more than the million gazillion memories together, is something so strong it's stronger than very many strands of hair put together.
i know i alw make fun of you, really because i feel that you do ask for it. but that is one of the many reasons why i ADORE you heehee because it's SO part of your appeal. you're also gorgeous, i just dont think you know the extent to which that is true. you look caucasian! ahaha. so kennut says. and so many other boys, who are obviously smitten by your pretty face. your complexion is flawless (even though u'll then go on to irritatingly point out a small miniscule pimple in the corner of ur face and say nooo see this). your eyes are HUGE and wow i'm so jealous long eyelashes and the works. your beautiful long hair and fair skin really SEAL THE DEAL. ahaha. ok but MORE than that, your heart is so amazing (: you've always been there for me when i needed you and you're such a great listener. you're thoughtful and interested in the small details of my life! and even when we're apart and dont talk often, i know u'll always be there if i need you! i love the way you share so much of ur life with me, and have always allowed me to be a part of what's going on. i like the way u always wanna try all these new things (like TCM hahaha) and u have so many new ideas (its hard to keep up sometimes) but it really makes you YOU. you're such a great conversationalist with like the most random people i'm always in awe of that. how u manage to talk to almost anyone about almost anything. SOCIAL BUTTERFLY. you're such a good mix of allowing urself to be vulnerable, but being strong at the same time. in the face of difficulty, you handle it so well and even though it's shit hard, you manage to stand up out of it in the end (: because u're tough stuff even though ur skin looks like tofu. i LOVE that we've seen each other grow up and change. and the wonderful thing abt our friendship is that nothing that you change into is gonna make me love you less! we've really seen each other thru the different phases, known the worst things we've done, but still love each other all the SAME. we're going to celebrate our 10th year anniversary this year man. ahahah OK this sounds SO lesbian. but it's your birthday, you deserve to know just how treasured you are - i'm not going to hold back! hehehe.
yes i cant wait to speak at your wedding. not cause i wanna embarrass you and convince ur husband otherwise, but to tell him just how LUCKY he is. not cause u're just a trophy wife with a gorgeous face but because i know u're gonna be so great for him! i mean you might drive him mad with all ur whining and crazy ideas, but u'll also love him to BITS i bet. so that guy better match up. til you find him though, continue to seek God for what He has in store for you! and i'm sure your MAN will come. he may be a bit difficult to identify, seeing as to how he'd probably have to fight thru the crowds of boys pining after you. butt, when he shows up, i think u'll know. in the meantime, continue to be that amazing wonderful SUPER SPECIAL beauty that u are, both inside and out. continue being a blessing to the people around you, and know that you have been suchhhhh a treasure in my life. I LOVE YOU HEAPSS!!
bye shu (:
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being thrown back into school is no fun. parts of me still can't really believe i'm back in melb. esp my concentration and ability to stay awake for long periods. we're off to a bad start with Defense Mechanisms and their Failure sounding boring as everrrr. sigh the future is bleak. was nice seeing everyone at school again but mann microorganisms doesnt sound like it's gonna be my thing.
my saving grace - anne and swong are back here too, dont know what i'd do without them! sit in my stuffy apartment and cry to myself. hahah. another plus: janice moved into seasons as well. more neighbours! apparently a girl fell off her balcony from the 6th floor into the 4th floor courtyard this morning. she broke a few bones and was screaming all morning. janice was not pleased with her welcome to seasons gift.
also, we had dim sum lunch with nick yesterday for his 25th birthday. maaan someone's clock is ticking. hahah. : x
one more positive point: the weather's not too hot, it's actually kinda nice. a little hot sometimes but really cool and breezy in the shade. happy and pleased about that (: trying to squeeze out the positive things about being here, since the negatives are so in your face obvious. wont list them or i might cry. hahah. maybe its just the thought of all these changes, but the anticipation of it is scarier than the thing itself. let's hope so.
well having said that i should be thankful for having left after a really good time in singapore. countless LOL moments (esp about Gnomes) and other special people and things hahaha, spending time with pals and experiencing new things together yay! got to spend kennuts birthday with him, had a really nice CNY, learnt that vietnam likes motorcycles and shenzhen is not-funny-dangerous, ate wayy too much and had good times with friends. doubt was not a good show and benjamin button was wayyy too long.
haha ok poor summary to my time in singapore, but i really miss everyone already ): wish u would all be here as well. but then, it would beat the point of going overseas i guess. oh well time to cook dinner! BAO ZHONG! (?) - Mood:hot
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mr play-it-safe was afraid to fly
he packed his suitcase
and kissed his kids goodbye
he waited his whole damn life
to take that flight
and as the plane crashed down
he though 'well isnt this nice'
isnt it ironic, dont you think
ironic - alanis morissette
heeheee into posting song lyrics.
emo kid 87.
but really good right??
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just sent sandwich off at the airport! BYE SANDWICH! goodbyes are difficult, esp for mmmm :,( but it's OK! (: you'll be back in 5 mths time heehee. and i'll be back hopefully and we'll all be happy again.  anywy speaking of goodbyes, i was never v good at them. but TODAY, i was feeling exceptionally giving with my goodbyes. gotta clear out the OLD to make stuff for the NEW! some pictures of the old before i threw them out hahahha i could start my own shop/council room  BLAST FROM THE PAST - i think kelly drew that the back says 'cheerleading reigns' HAHAhah  oh dear. ann cried when they made her wear this. literally.  stupid ERP story: was sposed to pick jas today from bugis but my cashcard only had $4.40. was turning into the road w the gantry when i saw that it said 2:00-2:05, $1.50 for cars. and it was 2:04! so i drove reaaaaallllly slowly thinking that after 2:05 it'd be cheaper. driving slowly wasnt good enough so i made a BIG detour and went one round on oh-so-busy rochor road. when i CAME BACK at 2:07 it was $2!!! zzz. bad story. 2nd part to the stupid ERP story: after haji lane we decided to go to bugis to top up my cashcard and have dinner. my card only has $2.40 left in it. so i think okay how much could ERP be right so we're on the way there and i look at the sign and it says $1 for cars. thinking to myself, i can afford that, i drive through and it goes BEEEEp. so it turns out i saw wrongly and it actually costs THREE BUCKS zomg. so NOW, i am going to get fined for having insufficient funds in my cashcard just kill me now. yeesh what a tedious story, and such a bad ending. on a happier note, i know i'm lagging but i really like STARS (thanks ian seah) wow wee i really really like them heehee. and to tie in with the semi-emo mood nowadays, i am going to do something mega emo and write out song lyrics from one of their songs HAHA. whatever dont laugh i'm only human. anyw only cause i think it's damn nice! sorry for wasting your time
five long months on the telephone line
hours of asking if u were fine
and saying i was fine too
sorry but i've got to go
the birth was quick but the death is slow
there was so much i didnt know
so much i never knew about you
and so we disconnect
the room grows quiet around us
it's called the life effect
will it always surround us
life effect- stars yeeeheeeheeee how very emo. OH WELL. goodbyes suck ballz. hahaha. okay bye friends! FRIENDS  FRIENDS  - Mood:mellow
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woah where did the whole year go?
rather ironically, after my act-deep post about memories and spending time, i completely stopped blogging about the memories i wanted to keep. HA. i'm really so damn lazy. yeesh.
months seriously just zoom by in a jiffy and heLLO we're in 2009. amazingg. before we know it, we're married with kids. not such a far away idea in the recent times, with random people getting engaged and married(!). boo i just wanna stay 16 really. it's all in the mind i say.
this shall be an introductory post to my next blogging spurt. hopefully it lasts longer than the last one. Ha. probably, since i have so much more time now. sian jit puaaaa. HAHa.
not really looking forward to going back to melb for 23912301 reasons, one of them being the crazy, once in a hundred years, people dying from heat stroke heat wave. but i guess i dont mind starting school. at least my mind wont be so idle. many plans for this year. hopefully they dont just stay plans but actually come into fruition. shall not say them now, in case they dont materialise. then i'll seem like such a sloth. will talk about them once i put them into action. Ha.
2 weeks left in singaporee. shall try to make the most of it. BOO.
happy smiles.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BECKY (: (: i love you!
if u read this. hehehe.
and erm..
BYE MICH HAVE FUN IN TURKEY
see u at ur hse tonight
1kg of salmon sounds rather scary when i try to imagine it.
ok sian ballz (CASS)
byebye
more to come in the later days
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i have an opinion about spending time.
our memories are all we have of the past. like what we did yesterday or the day before. and if we forget, it might as well have never happened.
and so even if we've lived like 20 years but only can remember 10. we have only really lived half our lives on this earth. life is so short, and forgetting memories makes it even shorter. isnt that depressing! its like we only remember the big things. things that make us LOL or COL (cry out loud), tragic, sweet, happy things. but how many mediocre moments there are, which we forget within minutes. and then we've lost that part of our lives and can never go back to it. isnt that scary! i always think abt it and tell myself to make as many moments as possible something to remember. like smile at a stranger, have as many conversations as possible, sometimes be quiet and take in the beauty of our surroundings. cause seriously our time is just what we make of it. and we honestly dont have as long as we think. oh no haha its not sposed to sound so depressing. just something to think abt it i guess.
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i've come to the very sad realisation that my time spent alternates between ingestion (mostly coffee), hibernation, studying and guitar hero.
sadder fact that the time spent on the less important of these is unnervingly more.
bzzzzzt.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRINCESS (you know who u are)
hope ur hair and make up looks good on your special day
hahahah
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i honestly dont know why, but recently i have had absolutely no interest in going on msn, or blogging or checking facebook. it's awfully strange, somewhat peculiar. like a total disinterest in the use of the internet, besides to print my notes or check stuff for sch. and its not that i've been pressed for time or anythingg.
however, i've reallllly been missing singapore and the things in it like friends and family and orchard road.
i REALLY MISS THIS, and things like it
(this was not posed btw. i was being attacked!!)
good girls
well nothing really very big has happened lately, besides a few birthday parties and dinners and a sudden influx of tiny dogs. and i REALLY mean tiny. like mark lim's dog who is the length of a foot, dawn's dog who i hear isnt very big either and random small dogs i've been seeing all over the place. i swearrr some ship just docked and spawned 123901238 minute dogs onto melbourne port.
anywayyy, this is swong's birthday.
anyone for joining the swong-anne band? how appealing right.
swong and her explosive cake. as if 4 birthday celebrations wasnt enough. she claims she hasnt celebrated her birthday 'since i was 16 ok!!' - YAH YAH
girls! *10 points for spotting aunty** who was a real hit with the pals btw.
GUYS. we were greatly outnumbered. zzzzzzz.
the cake which was tooooooo good for our own good.
kawaii style.
trendsetter, me.
digging in! the clever ones were stationed right in front, with optimal scooping distance. ahem.
bored, while swong socialises.
jas and anne
winkwink
pals (:
and anne's nobbly foot.
there are other pictures from jason's birthday which are pretty funny as well but they arent loaded into the com yet! a little sleepy so i wont type much, except that SO many people are coming to melbourne its not even funny. i need to think carefully so i can list them all out for ponyta. but anyway trust me there really are very many. be it on holiday or to study. i wouldnt be surprised if one day the president fella got fed up and said OK THAT'S IT NO MORE SINGAPOREANS.
oh and i really missed orchard road that night when i couldnt fall asleep. so i started testing myself about the position of every single building between hotel rendezvous and goodwood. hurhur very nerdy but i felt strangely happy after that. cause i also thought of all the memories assc with each of the shopping centres and stuff. heeheee happy (:
the weather's been not so great recently. like super hot the past week. brings out the grumps in everyone, like to a very very great extent! you can imagine how glad the general population was when we woke up to a coolER morning, and rest of day today. hope it stays this way forever!
well i'm really tired, so lastly, HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY SUM SHULING. i love you heapssssss and heapss u have no idea and i miss u so very greatly! sorry that i got the timing wrong but know that if i was there on ur real birthday, you wouldnt hear the end of 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY' til it was really over. big big big hug and a little smooch on ur flawless skinned cheek (ok that sounds weird) and all my love (: hope it's a really wonderful and that my not so surprising present reaches u on time. heeheee.
okay good night everyone, i will make update intervals shorter from now on. i will leave you with swong and anne, apparently trying to be me. although i really am not sure why.
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ok here's my long overdue post about my trip to the west before i left! and it was to see sarah cheng and little ines! (: lots of catching up and here's the highlight of the trip (besides getting to talk to sarah after such a long time) a TEA PARTY  with INES , and mummy, and cola polar, little lamb white, little lamb brown, little lamb pink, and duck  however, some of the partygoers were slightly too enthusiastic with their tea (lining up to get treatment)  luckily dr ines was there to rescue them from their plightt     all while finding it very amusing (:  so well after a long day of tea and healing, we said our goodbyes and that was the end of my trip to the west!  i've lots to say about being back but i'm really draineddd at the moment ): will do so when i have time, just a bit on valentines day! HEEHEE enough said (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:  | | |
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there was once in melb we were at this party with prata and stef decided to have it with sugar instead of curry. so she asked trusty shiyang to help her get the sugar from the kitchen. it wasnt very much later when steph exclaimed REALLY LOUDLY 'OMG!!!' and spat out her prata, glared at shiyang saying 'THIS IS SALT!'. i found it absolutely hillarious and i literally howled with laughter kwite unglamourously, like real WAHAHA.
today (and yesterday), i had a little taste (no pun intended) of retribution. determined to make a better batch of muffins today, i rebought all the ingredients at 6th ave and came home to make the exact same chocolate muffins as yesterday. tasted the chocolate to make sure it wasnt the salty culprit, bought UNSALTED butter, didnt add the pinch of salt that i was sposed to just in case, and followed the recipe very carefully. the eggs, not salty, the sugar, the unsalted butter, the sweet chocolate, all looked like it was heading towards sweet tasting muffins. but as u can guess, it came out SALTY AGAINNNN. no surprise now, yes i added DAMN SALT INSTEAD OF SUGAR. i really dont understand why in the world salt and sugar have to look so similar. its just cruel.
luckily, i'm not easily thwarted. so i am now gg to cold storage with mummy and kenneth (who have all vowed to help me this time) to re buy all the ingredients and make my third and final batch of chocolate muffins, and hopefully, fingers crossed, all will go well.
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